I just wake up from sleep :( I dreamed about him last night. What the fuck of me?? Why I always remember him?? Why I can't forget, deny, delete him from my life ?? Nadhirah, your looser okay. I know I'm not stronger as u. I'm just a human that need love, care, happiness from u syg. I miss the way u hold my hand, the way u hug me, the way u kiss me and the way u touch me. Do u have the same feeling with me ? I'm totally dizzy with all this. I love u and yes I do really need u.
GOD, can I call him now and tell that I forgive him? and ask for an apologize for all the mistakes that I already do ?
CONFUSING =.='