Yesterday was a NIGHTMARE !

I just wake up from sleep :( I dreamed about him last night. What the fuck of me?? Why I always remember him?? Why I can't forget, deny, delete him from my life ?? Nadhirah, your looser okay. I know I'm not stronger as u. I'm just a human that need love, care, happiness from u syg. I miss the way u hold my hand, the way u hug me, the way u kiss me and the way u touch me. Do u have the same feeling with me ? I'm totally dizzy with all this. I love u and yes I do really need u.

GOD, can I call him now and tell that I forgive him? and ask for an apologize for all the mistakes that I already do ?

CONFUSING =.='

LOVE

What is the meaning of LOVE actually ? Is it for sex or u want to share your life with someone that u trust. Dear, I don't know how to explain my love to u. Sometimes, I may hurt u but it doesn't mean that I hate u, I don't love u. I'm not perfect enough sayang. We have known each other for so long and we had built our relationship almost 4 years! Why do u still not understand me? I'm tired with all this kind of stupid thing.I try to forget u, delete all the memories with u in my mind. But the memories always bother me. I miss u so much, forgive me for all my mistakes. Hope u will take care yourself because I'm not be with u anymore. I will always love u :)

Do u feel what i feel now? do u still love me? do u still care about me? do u miss me? All this questions always play in my mind :(

Dear GOD, please take care of him no matter where he is now ! Amin

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Hey, this is my second blog. The first blog is no longer active and I have forgotten the password.Hopefully peoples will enjoy reading my blog. Thank you :)